❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥Someone Asked Why?❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥

Super women took a nose dive into the ground. She hit with such force she was buried for weeks. A heavy equipment operator was called in by God. He dug till he found her. She was still breathing but emotionally frail.

He took one look at her and he felt something he has never felt before. So when God said take care of her and love her......he did. He tried to walk away but couldn't....God filled him with an abundance of all the qualities he already possessed and said use these now to help her grow to her full potential as one day you will need what she has to give......

So he put her on a pedestal and kept her dusted and polished for years. Everyday he would polish and shine her and gave her everything he had inside as God instructed.

As the years slowly passed........and she shined like the brightest star in the sky......(He did an awesome job).....but now he was slowly losing himself.

She asked God with tears in her eyes " where is he going?" God said "he is going back to where he first came. It's a long hard journey and he needs you to help him get there safely."

I will give you an abundance of all you need to help him on his journey back to me, for that is where he came from.

So to those who ask why? Because I believe in fairy tales...He is my knight in shining armor...... He literally guarded me with his life.....

❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥


Friday, March 26, 2010

The Beast Has Calmed...




This disease and the behavior issues that go with it can be very trying on the caregiver.....spouse.....me.  

Obsessions are not fun.....his is now in a quiet place..... hopefully for awhile....One never knows as it can start in again at any given time....all that was won in the first go around is long forgotten and you start anew.....

Tom actually slept all night and "no coffee" ??????  He woke at three and I let the girls out....He asked me to start the coffee....and said soon he must take his pill.

I climbed back into bed and just agreed with him......He woke me at seven to tell me he never got up for coffee and he had went back to sleep.  I asked if he took his pill and he said yes you gave it to me.

I got him a cup of coffee...his pill he didn't take..... and let the girls out.....again!
He went right back to sleep.........???

A few of  "my people"  have stopped in to see me  "us" and how it's going.... They seen Tom's sudden anger. ......... Not directed at them ..... It took them by surprise and I think it scared them some what..... I told them that wasn't nothing.  That doesn't even phase me.    You should see the full blown version.....That's like an erupting volcano with lava spewing everywhere and you have no where to run.......

But his new meds have simmered him way down so hopefully we won't have to deal with the volcano episode again for awhile....."never" .....would be good for me but one never knows and all you can do is stay on guard and have a plan in place.........
Posted by at

No comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)