I have fun writing stories about my life with Tom and the girls......He LOVES reading them and laughs.... He say's I'm funny and I tell him I wouldn't have anything to write about if it weren't for him being such a clown...
He likes my stories as he likes to see our lives the way I write about it.... he knows he has bad times and episodes that he can not control... he doesn't like that.... so at the end of the day I write about the good things and fun things out of the day and we "throw away" all the bad........
To those who know Tom...know he's a "story teller"....... he always has been..... There is always truth in his stories but he takes truth and makes it a TALL TALE ;-)
Tom has such a desire to be a legend.... hence his tall tales... He's never been able to live up to being the person he sees himself as in his mind..... So he makes himself that in his TALL TALES.....
Tom IS digressing...that's how the disease goes.....meds can slow it but not stop it or cure it and for some, it just makes it worse.... It is what it is and we are learning everyday how to LIVE with it...... as it changes......
I try to keep Tom as safe as I can with out taking all he enjoys in life from him.... He told me before and time and again.... I love the woods and if something ever happened to me out there on one of my adventures... at least I lived the life I loved and died happy.........
I monitor how he is functioning and am prepared to do what I have to do....... but I will allow him all the freedom I can, for him to live his life the way he chooses, that doesn't endanger anyone else.......... I do my best to keep him as safe as I can.... the rest I give to GOD......
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Super women took a nose dive into the ground. She hit with such force she was buried for weeks. A heavy equipment operator was called in by God. He dug till he found her. She was still breathing but emotionally frail.
He took one look at her and he felt something he has never felt before. So when God said take care of her and love her......he did. He tried to walk away but couldn't....God filled him with an abundance of all the qualities he already possessed and said use these now to help her grow to her full potential as one day you will need what she has to give......
So he put her on a pedestal and kept her dusted and polished for years. Everyday he would polish and shine her and gave her everything he had inside as God instructed.
As the years slowly passed........and she shined like the brightest star in the sky......(He did an awesome job).....but now he was slowly losing himself.
She asked God with tears in her eyes " where is he going?" God said "he is going back to where he first came. It's a long hard journey and he needs you to help him get there safely."
I will give you an abundance of all you need to help him on his journey back to me, for that is where he came from.
So to those who ask why? Because I believe in fairy tales...He is my knight in shining armor...... He literally guarded me with his life.....
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Super women took a nose dive into the ground. She hit with such force she was buried for weeks. A heavy equipment operator was called in by God. He dug till he found her. She was still breathing but emotionally frail.
He took one look at her and he felt something he has never felt before. So when God said take care of her and love her......he did. He tried to walk away but couldn't....God filled him with an abundance of all the qualities he already possessed and said use these now to help her grow to her full potential as one day you will need what she has to give......
So he put her on a pedestal and kept her dusted and polished for years. Everyday he would polish and shine her and gave her everything he had inside as God instructed.
As the years slowly passed........and she shined like the brightest star in the sky......(He did an awesome job).....but now he was slowly losing himself.
She asked God with tears in her eyes " where is he going?" God said "he is going back to where he first came. It's a long hard journey and he needs you to help him get there safely."
I will give you an abundance of all you need to help him on his journey back to me, for that is where he came from.
So to those who ask why? Because I believe in fairy tales...He is my knight in shining armor...... He literally guarded me with his life.....
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