We went for a ride yesterday...... yes I said "WE" as in ALL of us......... I use to like going for rides... it use to be an enjoyable, relaxing experience........ the girls use to like to go too....... they always got to get out when we got on a logging road and smell new things and run wild and free...........Tom and I would get out and walk around........watch the girls play.......
Yesterday wasn't like that.........and we were all glad too be back home. His anxiety starts before we leave the driveway and isn't gone till we have been back home for awhile. He thinks it's ALL of us........causing him to be like that...... : (
The bunk bed has been a plus. We take turns sleeping up there. I slept up there last night. Tom doesn't like that because he can't see me.....he'd rather be up there and than he can look down and see me......I only go up if he's not and all the girls are laying on top of me.......it doesn't get any better as the night goes on so at that point it's him or me....ONE of us has to go! UP that is! : )
Tom's been saying" it's been a long winter boy!" I guess it has been for him....I'm too busy doing everything I don't have time to think about being board in that sense. Boy this disease sucks......my heart cries for him and I cry for me.....I miss him!
FOOT BALL TODAY! The BIG game.......SUPER BOWL!!!!!! That's always a big deal..... What we going to eat Mom.....?
He use to like to place bets with everybody.... He'd put a kitchen chair sideways in front of the TV...Not to sit on but to put one leg on.......so he could lean on his bent leg and wring the towel in his hand.....he'd holler and scream......wipe the sweat from his forehead.......... his hands were clammy.......
He still enjoys it....gets excited and yells....and we eat snacks all day...He asked for home made pizza for today! I've asked if he wants to invite someone over to yell with him but he says no...he likes it just me and him and the girls.......
I join him....yell when he does...add a few of my own words.....they are usually choice-fully inappropriate .... it makes him laugh when he catches them.....
I don't know who we are rooting for yet.... I forgot to ask! OOPS! Maybe I should stick to making the pizza. LOL
❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥Someone Asked Why?❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥❥
Super women took a nose dive into the ground. She hit with such force she was buried for weeks. A heavy equipment operator was called in by God. He dug till he found her. She was still breathing but emotionally frail.
He took one look at her and he felt something he has never felt before. So when God said take care of her and love her......he did. He tried to walk away but couldn't....God filled him with an abundance of all the qualities he already possessed and said use these now to help her grow to her full potential as one day you will need what she has to give......
So he put her on a pedestal and kept her dusted and polished for years. Everyday he would polish and shine her and gave her everything he had inside as God instructed.
As the years slowly passed........and she shined like the brightest star in the sky......(He did an awesome job).....but now he was slowly losing himself.
She asked God with tears in her eyes " where is he going?" God said "he is going back to where he first came. It's a long hard journey and he needs you to help him get there safely."
I will give you an abundance of all you need to help him on his journey back to me, for that is where he came from.
So to those who ask why? Because I believe in fairy tales...He is my knight in shining armor...... He literally guarded me with his life.....
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Super women took a nose dive into the ground. She hit with such force she was buried for weeks. A heavy equipment operator was called in by God. He dug till he found her. She was still breathing but emotionally frail.
He took one look at her and he felt something he has never felt before. So when God said take care of her and love her......he did. He tried to walk away but couldn't....God filled him with an abundance of all the qualities he already possessed and said use these now to help her grow to her full potential as one day you will need what she has to give......
So he put her on a pedestal and kept her dusted and polished for years. Everyday he would polish and shine her and gave her everything he had inside as God instructed.
As the years slowly passed........and she shined like the brightest star in the sky......(He did an awesome job).....but now he was slowly losing himself.
She asked God with tears in her eyes " where is he going?" God said "he is going back to where he first came. It's a long hard journey and he needs you to help him get there safely."
I will give you an abundance of all you need to help him on his journey back to me, for that is where he came from.
So to those who ask why? Because I believe in fairy tales...He is my knight in shining armor...... He literally guarded me with his life.....
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