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Super women took a nose dive into the ground. She hit with such force she was buried for weeks. A heavy equipment operator was called in by God. He dug till he found her. She was still breathing but emotionally frail.

He took one look at her and he felt something he has never felt before. So when God said take care of her and love her......he did. He tried to walk away but couldn't....God filled him with an abundance of all the qualities he already possessed and said use these now to help her grow to her full potential as one day you will need what she has to give......

So he put her on a pedestal and kept her dusted and polished for years. Everyday he would polish and shine her and gave her everything he had inside as God instructed.

As the years slowly passed........and she shined like the brightest star in the sky......(He did an awesome job).....but now he was slowly losing himself.

She asked God with tears in her eyes " where is he going?" God said "he is going back to where he first came. It's a long hard journey and he needs you to help him get there safely."

I will give you an abundance of all you need to help him on his journey back to me, for that is where he came from.

So to those who ask why? Because I believe in fairy tales...He is my knight in shining armor...... He literally guarded me with his life.....

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Saturday, February 20, 2010

The Lonely Walk.....

On nice days Tom takes Emily and Lilly for a long run.....he rides......the 4-wheeler.  When they leave Maggie and Sarah are unhappy. Sometimes he gives in and lets Mag ride on the 4-wheeler with him....... BUT she's so heavy ......

Well today we ALL went.  Yes!   I finally got to go for a ride in the woods....  I dressed to go for a walk.  I told him just a few minutes earlier I was going.... I slipped out the door and left the girls with him......" Aren't you taking the girls..." he hollers out the door.   "Not on the ROAD!"  I yell back.
 
I SO knew what that meant.  The girls were having a fit and he couldn't deal with it.

I walked back to the house and let them out.  They about trampled me.... but I quickly jumped to the side of the door.  Good thing I have cat like reflexes.... quick on my feet.... : /
 
I walked the girls almost to the county road and back.  As I approached the house, Tom was cranking up the 4-wheeler....... He pulled up next to me and asked if I'd like to go for a ride in the woods? 

 We took all four girls and just went slow so they could play....... They ran and played and sniffed.... Sarah was loving it as she got to be with her big sisters.......
 As we drove along on the 4-wheeler I realized Tom was in his own world....He stopped at a fork in the road and we walked.  The girls ran ahead except for Mag....she walks at Tom's side.  
                     It was a beautiful day.......

Does my post sound or feel empty?  Something so terribly missing?  After all, it was a beautiful, warm, sun shinny day......... We were all together, in the woods, where we all love to be.......

I am only a shadow.......

This is only a small part of what Alzheimer's claims............The "WE" of what we once were......  And he doesn't even know....
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